This is like my life

Omg hi… this is how it feels whenever I think about her. She went through all the motions like I abused her, it was like a nightmare, still feels like a bad dream some days. My life stopped, the confusion and pain took over and I couldn’t function anymore. She promised everything I ever wanted only to use it all against me. She said all the ways I used to give her strength was me being weak, following her like a puppy.. she couldn’t feed herself or pretended like she couldn’t… I doubt any of it www real now… she lied and lived so much behind my back.. she swore up and down in writing even never to ghost and act this way… the. She was worse, she went so far out of he way to to keep me dangling and make me look crazy. She neve left the house we spent every day together then she was just gone and dying crazy things I couldn’t take it… she is evil and has no soul or conscious it’s all self severing, even their most seemingly sincere things, they don’t care about anyone not even their best friends, family, and boyfriends they aren’t even human to people like her..: it’s sick to think I loved her so much, believed her stupid lies for so long why..

Hi Brain,

I am so pleased that this spoke to you!

Mel 🙏💞🦋

Melanie’s light is so brilliant I can see it and feel it an ocean away. With her wisdom and guidance (and yes, my own hard work), I continue to grow. It is so nourishing to my soul that I never want to stop, I never want to feel (as I did earlier in my life, this got me into “narc-trouble,” I’m sure) as though I can simply “coast” and live life without growing. That isn’t life, it is stagnation.

I wish the best thriving to all who read and post here.

Wow THIS.
Worded so perfectly.
I deduced my ex was getting something from doing this AND telling me so. Also calling somewhere I visit regularly to buy me a voucher. “You won’t believe this but I’d like to buy my ex a gift for xxx”
The staf think he’s this amazing guy because if you’d do that for an Ex just think how he’d treat someone he was with?
I deduced him singing my praises to work colleagues were firing shots to me to keep my mouth shut as he was on a charm offensive for promotion and adornment by the ladies. Every opening or inch of my life he can enter he does, despite being separated for years now.

I haven’t healed fully. Sharing a child the games go on yrs later but I walked free, am the master of my own destiny and can brush these tricks off now rather than them crippling me as they once did.

Keep up the good work Melanie.

This is another blinder that will resonate with so many.

Hi Doug,

it is great that you are working with NARP.

Please Doug go into the NARP member’s forum, where skilled and kind moderators can help you profusely with this – every step of the way http://www.melanietoniaevans.com/member

The key is to Release everything inside that hurts with the Modules …. of course when heavily triggered that can seem impossible – yet it is essential. You will get support in the member’s forum with how to achieve this, and then you will know how to show up – and this shift can happen very quickly!

If you have any trouble connecting in for any reason, email support@melanietoniaevans.com

Please know how welcome you are!

Wishing you power and breakthrough …

Mel 🙏💞🦋

It’s my pleasure Shelly,

absolutely!

Mel 🙏💞🦋