Comments on: This Will Never Happen To Me Again – Thriver Show #35 Christine

By: Christine

Christine — Mon, 08 May 2017 20:16:41 +0000

I do welcome very, very good, common-sense, logical, rational, practical, sound, etc…, advice, support, guidance from other people and I do listen to them and to their advice, support, guidance and I do take on board what they are saying and I do take their advice, support, guidance and I act upon their advice, etc…,.

By: Christine

Christine — Mon, 08 May 2017 20:07:57 +0000

I have NEVER, I DON’T and I’LL NEVER worship my stepdaughter, her mother, my stepdaughter’s best friend, my husband – my stepdaughter’s father and everyone else who has abused me all throughout my entire life since I was a baby and all of the other people who are normal who have also been in my life since I was young who never have, who don’t and who never will abuse me in my whole entire life since I was very young as male gods and as female gods – goddesses because I don’t worship or give worship to my fellow male and female human beings. NOBODY controls me, NOBODY controls all the different aspects and areas of myself and of my life and NOBODY dictates anything to me, NOBODY dictates to me on how I should live my life. I have excellent self-control, I can control myself and I can control each and every of and all of the different aspects and areas of myself and of my life and I can make well-informed and great judgments on decisions and choices that I myself make for myself and make for each and every of and for all of the different aspects and areas of myself and of my life and on deciding and on choosing on how I should live my life. I have NEVER, I DON’T and I’LL NEVER want to worship any of the people who I have talked about already in all of my comments on this blog article. So I have ALWAYS , I ALWAYS do and I ALWAYS will refuse to worship each and every single individual time, situation, etc…, each and every single individual person, all of the people who I have talked about in all of my comments that I have made already on this blog article.

By: Christine

Christine — Sun, 07 May 2017 19:36:40 +0000

She has the same lack of empathy and same lack of remorse as her mother and as her father. The psychopathic nut didn’t fall far from the psychopathic tree. She most definitely IS a hypocrite!!. She is sadistic, she’s a contentious, argumentative, confrontational, defensive trouble-maker. She also said that knowing that there is lots of trouble coming towards this person from other people makes waking up in the morning so satisfying and she put that online and after that I think she put a grinning emoji on there too. A big toothy, mouthy grin smile emoji. Plus, she put online she said or (words to this effect) she would be looking very forward to seeing the other people arguing amongst themselves about this other person, that seeing these other people arguing with each other makes her very, very happy, she’ll be enjoying herself. She enjoys causing no end of trouble and problems for other people, she enjoys sowing discord, conflict between people, she cannot live without it, she thrives, survives and lives on it, she cannot get enough of it, she cannot resist it, it’s irresistible to her, far too much of it is still not enough for her, she has a voracious, insatiable appetite and thirst for it. Her appetite for it will never be satisfied, she will hunger for it forevermore, her thirst for it will never be quenched, she will be thirsty for it forevermore. I’m married to my stepdaughter’s father – he is an overt cerebral Narcissist and over the years he has treated me badly and he has been saying for many, many years now that I forced him, that I made him call me this and that, swear at me, insult me, etc…, and abuse me and then I see my stepdaughter saying online that every abuser says to their victims ” you forced me to abuse you, it’s your fault ” – so either stepdaughter learnt this from her father – my husband or my husband learnt this from his daughter – my stepdaughter or maybe both of them thought this up together with each other. Like father, like daughter, she’s a chip off the old block. He’s a Narcissist too, a overt cerebral Narcissist.

By: Christine

Christine — Sun, 07 May 2017 18:42:18 +0000

I’m going to quote what she said, she has said the following : ” bullies play the victim and when the bully/abuser cry foul, then they are the ones who started it and that EVERY abuser justifies his/her behaviour by saying ” you forced me to do this, it’s all of your own fault, if you behaved differently, I would have to do this ” “, she is a bully who plays the victim, it’s the true victim who cries foul – the bully doesn’t cry foul, and the true victim cries foul because it is the Abuser/bully who started it, the true victim never ever starts it because the true victim is not a bully, abuser, Narcissist, Sociopath, Psychopath or a contentious trouble maker, not argumentative, confrontational or defensive. My covert cerebral Narcissist stepdaughter is a bully, an Abuser who is trying to justify her unjustifiable, uncondonable or incondonable, intolerable, unadmirable, disgusting, deplorable behaviour by her having false thoughts in her warped, twisted, crazy, deranged, insane, etc…, mind that I forced her to abuse me and that it’s all my fault. I NEVER FORCED HER OR ANYONE ELSE (WHO ALSO ABUSED ME) IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE TO ABUSE ME, I’VE NEVER WANTED, I DON’T WANT AND I’LL NEVER WANT TO BE ABUSED OR BULLIED BY HER OR BY ANYONE ELSE – I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED, I ALWAYS WANT AND I’LL ALWAYS WANT TO BE ACCEPTED, LOVED, CARED ABOUT, TO BE LOOKED AFTER, TO BE CARED FOR, TO BE TAKEN GREAT CARE OF, TO BE NURTURED, PAMPERED, MODDYCODDLED – MOLLYCODDLED, TO BE ADORED, TREASURED, CHERISHED AND TO BE RESPECTED – THAT’S WHAT I TRULY, LITERALLY DESERVE!!!!, AFTER EXPERIENCING OVER 25 YEARS OF ABUSE, BULLYING, CONDEMNATION, CRITICISMS, CONTEMPT, SCORN, DISDAIN, CALLED SWEARWORD DEROGATORY NAMES, SWORN OUT, HUMILIATED, EMBARRASSED, MORTIFIED, MOCKED, MADE A MOCKING PARODY OF, BELITTLED, INSULTED, GETTING PHYSICAL BEATINGS, ETC…, ALMOST KILLED – MURDERED, ETC…,. I’ve NEVER been, I’m definitely NOT and I’ll NEVER be masochistic, sadistic, sado-masochistic, I’ve NEVER had, I DON’T have and I’ll NEVER have masochistic, sadistic or sado-masochistic latent tendencies and I’ve NEVER had, I DON’T have and I’ll NEVER have Stockholm Syndrome. So I didn’t force her or anyone else to abuse or bully me. I hate my stepdaughter and I hate her mother and I hate my stepdaughter’s best friend and I hate everyone else who has abused and bullied me, and almost murdered me – I hate all of them with a passion. It is definitely NOT the true victim’s fault. It has NEVER been, it’s NOT and it will NEVER be my fault. It HAS ALWAYS been, It’s ALWAYS and it will ALWAYS be my stepdaughter’s, her mother’s, my stepdaughter’s best friend’s and everyone else’s fault/faults. My stepdaughter does shift – blaming, she rejects all full responsibility of her behaviour, attitude, words, actions, acts and deeds because she’s too immature and infantile to accept any responsibility for anything and so she dumps the blame of abuse onto me, but, truthfully, honestly and literally the blame of abuse has ALWAYS been, is ALWAYS and will ALWAYS be on her, she has nobody else to blame but herself, she cannot blame me at all. She’s trying to find an excuse, to try to justify the abuse that she did to me, she’s trying to cop – out of it, or, she’s trying to find a cop – out. It also means she lacks self – control, she cannot control herself. Then she said that the Abuser would say to the victim ” if you had behaved differently, I would have to do this to you “, in other words, she – the Abuser wanted some Narcissistic Supply from me – the Narcissistic Supply – she wanted me or she tried to use brute force onto me to force me to comply to her emotional needs by genuflecting, being obsequious to her, showering her with compliments and to feed her False Self, boost her Narcissistic ego and self – esteem and putting her on such a high pedestal and because I refused to do so, because I refused to comply to her, she abused me. She tried to control me. She is a dictating, tyrannical, draconian, very austere control – freak. I didn’t give her what she wanted, I didn’t let her get/have her own way, she couldn’t control me, so she abused me. I’m not a puppet on strings or a life-size cardboard cut-out, or an object, I’m definitely NOT Narcissistic Supply, so I shouldn’t be treated like that at all, I’m a human-being made of flesh and blood so I should be treated with the utmost respect, the true victim – me behaved in a nice, good and normal way and never provoked the Abuser – her to abuse me or to retaliate back to me, I never tested her resolve. I think that her False Self was experiencing a drought and a famine of Narcissistic Supply, she had 0% of Narcissistic Supply inside of herself, she heard the desperate cries from her False Self crying out ” I need more, more, more and more Narcissistic Supply, I need to be admired, loved, wanted, needed, respected, adored, cherished, treasured, pampered, mollycoddled, exalted, etc…, ” and when I didn’t comply to that she perceived me not complying to that as me provoking her to abuse me, as me provoking her for her to retaliate back to me, so she turned into an emotional psychic vampire and she attacked me by abusing me and then she sucked all my life energy force out of me and so she did that through brute force. If she can’t get me to feed her False Self, give her Narcissistic Supply – then if she goes down that avenue and she fails, then she’ll go down another avenue and try that – she went down the other avenue and she turned into an psychic emotional vampire and she abused me and she sucked me dry of my life energy force, so she got something else out of me instead, not me worshipping her as a “female god” but she sucked me dry of all of my life energy force instead. She desperately wanted to get something that was a part of me, that was all about me – out of me and she snatched, grabbed, pulled as hard and as long as she could to drag it out of me through brute force and then she cut it off of from me so that it was no longer attached to me and then she put it inside of herself – she attached it to her own life force energy and then she had an energetic, full of vitality, etc…, boost to her own life force energy and I was feeling physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, etc…, worn – out, tired, drained and exhausted. My life force energy was 0% in any energy, vitality, etc…,. She has been going hell for leather in attempting to annihilate someone else, their health, etc…, their life, their reputation, etc…, she’s been going to town on them relentlessly without ceasing, she’s been inciting hate towards this person and she’s been doing it online. She’s a hypocrite because she accused this person of being a compulsive liar because she IS a compulsive liar herself and then she said that this person and this person’s son both lack empathy – she’s a hypocrite again because her mother and her father and herself all lack empathy and also all lack remorse. Like stepdaughter, like mother, like stepdaughter, like father, she’s a chip off the old block. She’s just like her mother and she’s just like her father. The nut didn’t fall far from the tree.

By: Christine

Christine — Sun, 07 May 2017 15:05:01 +0000

I am an empath, a lightworker and a true victim of Narcissistic Abuse, I have been abused all my life since I was a young child by very many Narcissists, Sociopaths, Psychopaths, Bullies and by a Paranoid Schizophrenic who are my own blood related family, family friends, all the different schools and colleges I attended – my school and college peers and shockingly, by the school teachers and college lecturers too, by lots of different neighbours and next door neighbours both in England where I live now and in another country where me and my family lived when I was a teenager, by my stepdaughter, her mother, my stepdaughter’s best friend and by my ex – boyfriends. So I have suffered so, so much. I have always been the victim. My stepdaughter and her mother are covert cerebral Narcissists, my stepdaughter’s best friend is a covert somatic Narcissist, what I have learned about covert Narcissists is that they are extremely dangerous, sneaky, stealthy, cunning, crafty, sly, devious, calculating, scheming, opportunistic, etc…, evil masterminds who create fool – proof plans that cannot be thwarted by anyone and they have plan A, plan B and each letter of the alphabet to Z – plan Z if anything were to go wrong for them. They think of many different ways and techniques of how to take control of every situation, to get any situation and incident under their control, and to act and behave and be unpredictable so that their potential victim cannot anticipate their next move, what they would say and do and how they will behave, and to be unpredictable, to do something that’s unpredictable and that will catch their victim by surprise and to get any situation, any incident that is NOT under their control to get every situation and incident DEFINITELY under their control, and they always anticipate their victim’s next move, etc…, they analyse and scrutinize their victims and find out how their victims operate, function and tick. They engineer situations where they can get their victim on his/her own so they can do the covert abuse in secret without anyone else being in or anywhere near the vicinity of where they would be so that there would be NO eye or ear witnesses who would defend and support the victim and who would be able to prove it. Then the Abusers would then falsely accuse the true victims of being the Abusers and falsely claim that the true victim abused them and the Abusers would back this false claim up with a false testimony, bearing false witness against the true victim, the Abusers would get their members of their inner circle to provide false claims, false accusations, false testimonies, false proof, false evidence, they and the Abusers would frame the true victim for crimes, etc…, that the true victim didn’t commit, they would bear false witness against the true victim for the Abusers, everything that the Abusers and their inner circle would say against the true victim would be based on lies and all of them would commit slander, defamation of character and libel, spread lots of malicious rumours and gossip against the true victim. The Abusers would play the victim themselves and also at the same time falsely accuse the true victim of being an Abuser who plays the victim. Lots of finger pointing all around, only highly trained mental health, psychiatric and psychological professionals would be able to discern that the victim is the true victim and that the Abusers are the true Abusers. The main goal of a covert Narcissist is to annihilate and destroy someone’s life, mental, emotional, psychiatric, psychological, physical and spiritual healths, wellbeing, welfare, to make the true victim experience pain, suffering, misery, torment, torture, agony and make their true victim’s life a living hell and to do this all in secret and the cherry on top of this main goal of theirs is TO GET AWAY WITH IT!!!!!!!!! as well as portray themselves as the victim and portray the true victim as the Abuser, everything that the Abusers would say is lies, everything would be false, slander, defamation of character, libel, rumours and gossip and the Abusers would try to fully expose to the maximum their true victim as being an Abuser, a Narcissist – that ties in with slander, defamation of character, libel and it is a form of re-victimization, what’s even more worse than that is if everyone else – outsiders, the law, the police believes the Abusers, the Abusers inner circle and all of their lies and false testimonies, etc…, above the true victim and above the true victim’s truth and true testimony, etc…, especially when the police give the true victim a caution, a warning and when the police threaten the already traumatized true victim of being arrested, handcuffed, taken down to the police station, have the true Abusers make false statements against the true victim to the police, press false charges against the true victim to the police, that is re-victimization on repeat. I have been through that with my stepdaughter, her mother and my stepdaughter’s best friend. My stepdaughter is much older than me, her physical age is much older than my age but her emotional, mental, psychiatric age is much, much younger than mine. She is immature, childish, babyish and infantile.

By: Christine

Christine — Tue, 18 Apr 2017 16:30:24 +0000

In reply to Hélène.

Helene,
Indeed, my “I don’t care” if he changes is a powerful release by recognizing that the only person whom I have the power to change is ME! Whether changing for the better occurs for him is utterly irrelevant to my own personal evolution. Being able to genuinely FEEL this freedom has only been achieved by letting go of the trapped trauma within my being through Quantum Healing.

Peace and love to you in pursuing your healing and freedom for yourself.

Christine

By: Melanie Tonia Evans

Melanie Tonia Evans — Tue, 18 Apr 2017 03:04:15 +0000

In reply to Hélène.

Hi Helene,

It certainly is! Bless 🙂

Mel xo

By: Melanie Tonia Evans

Melanie Tonia Evans — Tue, 18 Apr 2017 03:03:02 +0000

In reply to Shirrel Hurrell.

Hi Shirrel,

Please know you can email support@melanietoniaevans.com and explain you situation to find out your solution to this.

I hope this helps.

Mel xo

By: Hélène

Hélène — Tue, 18 Apr 2017 01:40:20 +0000

Will he change?
I. D. C.
Amen
No hate. No nothing. I just dont care.
What release.