Comments on: What Do Narcissistic Abuse And Ascension Have In Common?

By: Kimberly Kemper

Kimberly Kemper — Wed, 24 Aug 2022 06:30:08 +0000

I wasn’t sure what I was about to read regarding the Narcissist and Ascension. About a year ago I guess I actually did break. I had learned not to see my self as broken or hitting rock bottom because that would actually be a relief. From those places you can actually start to move out from there and there was always more for me to loose and more pain to endure and more pieces of me to fracture.
I began crying out to God to hear me, I wanted to come home, I needed to find some of my kind, I pleaded with God, my Creator to show to me my purpose. I HAD to have one, I just had to! How could my purpose be to exist for pain? And how could it be that the holes in my soul that were created from unspeakable abuse….. How could I fill those huge gaping holes with Hope?
THEN
About a year ago, something started happening within me, it is still happening; it is growing, it is beautiful, I am begining to heal. But until just moments ago, I was still alone. Outside of the unbelievable comfort, love and healing I am beyond grateful to feel from God. I pray many times a day for that comfort to be felt by anyone in pain. Outside of NOT being alone because God is working within me, because until now, I didn’t understand what has been happening to me.
My parents asked me to get a CAT scan to see if I had a tumor growing in my brain. I have notes to myself that say “Silence is a Virtue” but it is so hard not to cry out with joy and just a little of “whoa!” “No way I am the only person on this earth to feeling these things”
And here you are Melanie!!!
Thank you for your bravery! Thank you for your journey! Thank you for being alive right now so that I could read your words. Holy crap! I have a lot of love for you. Thank you.

By: R

Tue, 23 Aug 2022 19:07:29 +0000

In reply to Amanda. Thank you Amanda. Wise words xx

By: Amanda

Amanda — Fri, 19 Aug 2022 20:50:00 +0000

Hi R (commenter above this one). I am writing in place of Melanie and have nothing to do with her business but as you haven’t been replied to i would like to reply on their behalf to help you as you can’t afford the programme and need some help. I have been abused by so many people and used. I am lucky to have been loved and a lot of the people died and i was in a vulnerable position which attracted the sharks. Love is kind, love is warm and love is safe and not cruel, cold, mind bending. Stay away from anyone who is not like that and drop them like a stone-take care of yourself. xx

By: R

Wed, 17 Aug 2022 14:51:18 +0000

Thanks Melanie,
I have looked at this in the past but as I mentioned, I am too ill to work and therefore do not have any income to be able to afford this programme unfortunately, as much as I hear you about the benefits. I was wondering if you could provide any further advice?

By: Melanie Tonia Evans

Melanie Tonia Evans — Tue, 16 Aug 2022 02:31:40 +0000

In reply to Ash.

Hi Ash,

they actually don’t – but we still have a conscience overlay – our soul is still operating in the background.

Mel 🙏💞🦋

By: Melanie Tonia Evans

Melanie Tonia Evans — Tue, 16 Aug 2022 02:21:07 +0000

In reply to R.

Hi R,

my heart goes out to you, but truly you’re miles ahead of many people who are fast asleep, in that you understand the truth of inner programming, and that the shift and change has to happen on the inside.

You just need the “how” to get this done.

R, my absolute advice to you is NARP http://www.melanietoniaevans.com/narp – it is the healing system and global support team you seek, in every way you could imagine.

Mel 🙏💞🦋

By: R

Mon, 15 Aug 2022 16:40:19 +0000

Hi Melanie,

I have been on the spiritual path now for some time now and this article really resonates with me. I turned to the spiritual path some 10 years ago now, following a very 3D life which involved self medication in various ways to try to bury the trauma of growing up in a highly narcissistic family.
Six years ago, I thought I was in a good place… physically, mentally, spiritually, despite the death of my best friend. However, in hindsight, I was in a vulnerable place, especially as my best friend provided the love and care I never had from my family.
And cue, in walks my narcissistic ex. The last six years for me, have been painful. I lost track of my good practices, I became someone I didn’t recognise and developed a chronic illness. I am no longer able to work due to this and I suspended a university degree I was studying for as I was on the floor. I am doing better than I was… But I KNOW that I am STILL giving my power away to this man as something inside me still hasn’t dealt with my childhood trauma and still I still long for my ex’s approval and love, despite me understanding what you have said above.
I would really appreciate your advice and help with this Melanie…

By: Ash

Ash — Mon, 15 Aug 2022 09:12:02 +0000

So much great information!! I wanted to clarify something, though,,, How does our False Self and the Narc’s False Self vary?

By: Melanie Tonia Evans

Melanie Tonia Evans — Mon, 15 Aug 2022 08:08:41 +0000

In reply to Iñigo.

Hi Indigo,

I totally understand .. I truly do!

Well done on coming back from this … Massive!

Much Love

Mel 🙏💞🦋